THIS IS MY LIFE
Thursday, 2/28/2002
Copyright (c) 2002, Michael Dickerson. All Rights Reserved.
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Hi, everyone ~

People are beginning to ask about me again, so it must be time write another update.

I still have mixed reviews to report, and I�m choosing to focus on the positive side of the issue.

I�m feeling a lot better and am regaining my strength and endurance. Some combination of the medication I�m taking, the herbs and supplements I�ve been taking, the psychospiritual work I�ve been doing, and the prayers, thoughts, and healing work others have been contributing has made a big difference. I�m nearly ready to get out and start working again. That�s a huge thing, considering how awfully I felt a couple of months ago. (Just to give you an inkling of an idea, I felt ready to die on December 31.)

On the other hand, I took a blood test, and the results suggest that there�s around a 20% chance that I have cancer. I won�t tell you what my PSA was because I don�t want to feed any negative or fearful thinking about it. Anyway, the doc told me to get a biopsy done. Unfortunately, I still don�t have insurance or enough money to pay for it.

However, I prefer to put my energy into alternative healing approaches and the power of Spirit, so I�m holding that as perfect the way it is. Fortunately, I�ve found a Doctor of Oriental Medicine that people rave about and a couple of holistically-oriented M.D.s. I�ll see them as soon as I have the money for it.

A number of people loaned and gave me money after my request at the end of December, and that allowed me to get medical treatment, buy medication, and survive. However it wasn�t enough for me to also get the dental work I need to have done, so I�m still waiting on that. The good news is that the infection resolved itself, so I�m not in constant pain with it. The bad news is that I still have a crownless tooth that�s vulnerable to reinfection. (I intuitively think that the infection in my tooth and my prostate problems are related, but the traditional docs just laugh at that.)

As I said, I�m nearly ready to start working again, and I�ve been preparing my resumes and other promotional materials. I�ll be getting together with someone as soon as she gets back from her vacation to talk about possibilities, and I�m researching other people to talk with who might be able to help with work opportunities. I see lots of possibilities here to do my real work, and I�ll see what the petsitting and housesitting market is, too. I feel confident that Spirit didn�t bring me here just to have me be sick and broke.

However, I�ve reached the point of financial crisis again. I need to buy meds and supplements again, make doctor and hospital payments, and do usual things like pay my rent and phone and buy a little food. I�m patiently waiting for a miracle for the money to show up.

So, there you have it. As I said, any help spiritually, psychologically, or energetically that you can offer will be more than appreciated. And if there�s anyone else who�d be willing to loan me some money until I can get working, I�ll put you on the list of angels who�ve manifested in my life. Don�t think it needs to be a lot. $10 or $5 or even $1 from a number of people would help. On the other hand, I wouldn�t turn down a larger amount, either.

I hate asking, and I don�t know what else to do. I�ve just finally gotten to the point that I can stay upright for most of the day and don�t have to sleep more than normal. I�ll be working as soon as I can.

I know that somehow this is all perfect spiritually. I�m also patiently waiting to see how this is all for the best.

Look for more information in another letter soon.

So, for now I�ll finish by once again thanking everyone who�s already helped me in any way. You can be assured that it will not only come back to you, but will also be passed along to others.

(I loved the idea of the movie �Pay It Forward.� I was disappointed with the movie itself, especially the ending, but I loved the premise.)

Namaste,
Michael

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